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I enter my retreat zone and immediately the tension that was wound within me begins to unravel and I feel the call to prayer.  I\u2019ve been restless.  I feel God telling me that this is a season to learn how to really rest in Him, and at the same time I feel an increasing restlessness.  This restlessness crosses through out many aspects of my life: restless feelings of thinking of my career again, restless feelings regarding being a demanded upon mom of small kids, restless feelings about my treatment plan and my chemo plan \u2013 its so hard to put this chemical into my body when I know it is so toxic.<\/div>\n
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 I am antsy. I am getting bored, I\u2019ll be honest.  And I think this is partly because I feel God prepping something so big within and through me.  My powerful and mighty and awesome God has a spectacular plan for me. <\/div>\n
And right now, in that plan is to learn to  <\/div>\n
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To learn to rest.  And it is hard.  <\/div>\n
Because I am learning that to really rest, to really have true health in all capacities (spiritual, physical, mental, emotional)  so I can rest requires me to open up my fists that are clenched so tight in control of whatever I can possibly grasp to control.  My husband saw it before I did.  I demand a lot of myself and hence of others.  It is hard to release this.  To open up my fists and cup my hands to be able to receive.  To raise my arms in true surrender.  Oh, it is not natural.  <\/div>\n
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I want to learn to breathe.  <\/div>\n
I want to learn the unforced rhythms of grace<\/div>\n
I want to be free as Jesus promises.<\/div>\n
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And I have so much to learn.  So much sin that entangles me that I have to learn how to throw off so I can run and dance and prance as God intended.     <\/div>\n
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Matthew 19:24<\/span><\/span>New Living Translation (NLT)<\/span><\/span><\/o:p><\/span><\/h1>\n
24 <\/span><\/sup><\/b><\/span>I\u2019ll say it again\u2014it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the <\/span><\/span>Kingdom<\/span><\/span><\/st1:placetype> of <\/span><\/span>God<\/span><\/span><\/st1:placename><\/st1:place>!\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/o:p><\/span><\/div>\n
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I\u2019ve been reading Deuteronomy and God warns over and over to the Israelites that once they enter the promised land not to forget, not to forget, not to forget what God has done for them.  How? Intentionally remembering.  <\/div>\n
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Oh how rich I am.  (And this is not necessarily bad \u2013 but does absolutely require generosity and responsibility of me).  And oh how easily I forget.<\/div>\n
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I have so much to learn.  And yet the beautiful thing is that this wisdom of Jesus\u2019 is both unparalleled and it is open to everyone.  In fact, it\u2019s inclusivity is a large part of what defines it.    <\/div>\n
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Cancer has thrust me into ugly places.  It has forced me to question and evaluate \u2013 everything.  It has searched out my dark corners, my rotten garbage, and given glorious insight along the way.  I am empowered (you had better believe that I am a cancer SURVIVOR!!!)  and at the same time humbled.<\/div>\n
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Trust me that I am taking EVERY gift that cancer is giving me.  And trust me, there are indeed many.  I browsed through a book called \u201cCrazy, Sexy Cancer Survivor.\u201d  In this book the author calls her support, her \u201cposse\u201d, her co-survivors.  YOU, are my co-survivors, though I prefer to call you comrades (as it reflects the battle we are in which I spoke of last post).  None of us ought ever to live in homes, secluded from those around us.  We are created and meant to live in community.  It\u2019s the only way we can truly survive and thrive.  And it is exemplified in the enormity of the support network I have garnered through YOU my comrades.  YOU are supporting me so I am free to learn how to rest, so I am able to regain all aspects of my health (which I believe are completely intertwined as purposely designed by our Creator).  <\/div>\n
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I am beginning to write out those who have blessed me, to publicly acknowledge my comrades.  I am abundantly thankful.  Yet in initiating this task I am floored by the enormity of the list and realize this is not a simple project.  So here again, I am simply brought to reiterate, THANK YOU.    <\/div>\n
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